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333 pages, Kindle Edition
First published July 1, 2021
Every person in this world has a mixtape of sorts, a collection of tracks that defines their lives. Each memory is a song, and they all come together to create a masterpiece. So, tell me about your story.
The oddest thing about life was how something could show up out of nowhere and change everything in a split second of time.
Most of the mirrors in my house were covered with sheets. I hardly looked in mirrors in such a long time, because in every single one, Alex was staring back my way
”Hey, Mr. Mith?" Reese asked, tugging on my shirtsleeve.
"Smith."
"What's what I said. Hey, Mr. Mith, do you think you'll ever make good music again?"
"Stop calling me 'kid'—I'm 5 years old. I'm a big girl."
"I'll stop calling you 'kid' when you stop calling me 'Mith'."
"Okay, Mr. Mith!"
”When I got out of the shower, I didn’t look in the mirror. Most of the mirrors in my house were covered with sheets. I hadn’t looked in mirrors in such a long time, because in every single one, Alex was staring back my way.”
“Yes,” I said, nodding as if he could see me. “But someday it won’t be. Someday you’ll be okay.” “What makes you think that?” “I just get the feeling that someday you’re going to find it—your happy ending. This is just a temporary thing. Your sadness.”
“Yeah. I don’t know how to start this, so I’m just going to say it. I like you, Emery. I like you so fucking much. I like the way you care for others. I like the way you don’t judge. I like how when you’re happy with the meals you cook, you do a little jig. I like how you listen. I like how you love your daughter. I like how you stay around when I’m at my lows. I like how you laugh. How you smile. How you exist. I. Like. You.”
“He cares about others more than he cares about himself. He pours everything he has into our music, into the lyrics, into the songs that everyone loves. Maybe I do better in certain situations than he does, but it goes both ways. He has more heart than me. He feels deeper than me, he understands people more than I do, even though he’d never admit it. I might be the hype man of Alex & Oliver, but Oliver is truly the mastermind.”
“This was my brother’s, and it means the world to me, so I wanted to give it to the little girl who means the world to me too. I wanted you to know that you have half of my heartbeats, and I’d spend forever protecting you if you’ll have me.”
“Which was exactly why it was going to last forever. Before, they stamped my heartbeats, and those stamps would last forever.”
Audiobook source: Audible
Narrator:Jordan Cobb & James Shippy
Length: 10H 30M
“You found me when my heartbeats were hardly there, and you stamped them. You stamped my heart, and that’s why it’s still beating.”
“You’re my favorite song on my mixtape.”
“Because you got to the point of being tired of being tired. You are at the edge of despair, and you are looking for light. And when you start looking, it’s good to know that the light is always there for you.”
“Healing doesn’t walk a linear line; it takes the messy route. I believe that healing comes during both the dark days and the bright ones.”
“He was a beautiful man with a beautifully scarred soul, and the best part about it was that he didn’t even know how beautiful he was. The broken pieces of his story were exactly what made him shine.”
“I love so many pieces of you, Emery Taylor. I love the quiet parts, and the loud ones too. I love how you give your all to everyone around you, and also save some love for yourself.”